tO ThE rapist



to the rapist.  


fuck you, just paying back the favor


you already took the initiative to fuck me.


I imagine my limp limbs

the thickness of my flesh

the muscles clinging to my bones

my virgin, Warm body growing cold atop the concrete


unconscious from the chemicals


silenced by your ugly.


bruises being birthed under your unwelcome body weight

the bruises that my thighs, hips, and ass wore long after you had finished with me


fuck you


fuck you for ruining fucking for me.